I am giving a strong consideration to close down my blog, or maybe just go on hiatus until my mood for blogging comes back.

It's not that I have nothing much to update about (well if I want I can write A LOT. Seriously) My mood, my thinking, what happened to me that dat etc. I have been writing about my life, yet, I dont write much about my thinking.

I seriously have a lot in mind. But I dont think writing them in a blog is appropriate. It's an online diary, for goodness sake. People read it. And people can get offended.

So better off keep things to myself, yeah?

Yet, I didnt say having a blog has no benefits. Looking back at your old posts, you can read them and laugh at the things you've done, and remember those little moments you have forgotten about as time past.

However, I have one thing to say. And I really dont mind saying this. Those who felt emo the day before their birthdays, come on! This only happens once a year! It's a good thing that people remembered and made/make the effort to remember. If one person ruin it for you, you will definitely have MANY others who can make it awesome. So why let that 1 person, or a small group of people ruin it?

So please, dont feel shitty and all just because of something minor. You have no idea what I've been through. Especially when my circle of friends is actually very small.

But guess what? I guess there are a lot of things people should worry about. But in the mean time, don't see your birthday as just a regular day. But, dont expect too much too. You will only end up getting disappointed. Appreciate the ones who remembered and make the effort. If your birthday is over, make sure you do this next year.

Really, appreciate the small things people do for you. If you dont, these people will really feel unappreciated and soon they will not even make the effort, if they have no energy left.

Isn't it ironic that people feel unhappy when their birthday is around the corner? So it becomes, UNhappy Birthday? K lol random.

I THINK. That that happened due to people's high expectations, that may only lead to disappointment.

But anyway, to me, birthdays are just birthdays. For the past few years, I've been feeling the same.

Nah dont wanna talk about it anymore. Just got one advice to everyone. APPRECIATE. :)