You know, just recently I'm feeling a little, well sorta having mixed feelings. I think it's just that in some way, I'm feeling that it's such a pity that the council is so.. Not bonded anymore. Honestly, I can count the number of people whom I say more that hi and byes, with my both hands. With a council of 34 ppl, why is this the case?

It's just because I was telling Clare, that the council is really not bonded anymore. But the thing is, are we bonded in the first place? Only a few are willing to make an effort. I think we didn't go through a lot together also, due to the lack of projects.

This brings me to another point, why didn't the council had an overseas project together, as in the WHOLE COUNCIL going overseas together? Wasn't it promised? So much for SOMEONE'S idea of a perfect council.

Isn't it such a pity? That I used to think that council is a place that makes me feel at home and somewhere I belong, and now, especially after Orientation is over and all of us are concentrating on our studies, there's practically NOTHING that brings us together. Even simple meeting like Mr L wanting to meet us at 7 in the morning, there were still people who were late, or even, forgot about it.

Is it that we're getting complacent? Like as if we are free from ALL duties as a councilor even though we have stepped down?

Oh and here's another thing. The 30th. How many of the 29th actually know them? Or do the 30th even know all of us? I remembered during BBQ that the 30th organized, the juniors were wondering who some of us were. It's like, come on, we don't even talk to our juniors. We won't even know that these J1s are councilors if he/she didn't wear the badge. Well, at least not for me. I know most, if not all of them. And most of them know me, I think.

Maybe it wasn't a good idea having such a big group of people in the cabinet in the first place. With the addition of lack of projects to be done together, the bond is not even built at the beginning.

Speaking of which, I don't even know what will be written in my testimonial. If you were to ask me to describe my experience and what i've done as a councilor, I honestly don't really know what to say.

But this statement is very true: Once a councilor, always a councilor. To be more exact, once a JJ Cabinet Councilor, always a JJ Cabinet Councilor.