Took a trip down memory lane yesterday and just now because some of the 29th have been raping my photo albums. All the photos of everything, really make me miss the 29th a lot.

No doubt, many people have changed. Situations are different, we don't feel like how we used to feel in the past. But how I wish things went back the way it was. No bad feelings, no awkwardness, no nothing. Just the feeling we had, the bond we had especially during Orientation period. After that, everything just went downhill.

I looked forward to every meeting we had last year, every outing, every time we get to gather, I would be there. Random LT5 singings used to be fun. Morning assemblies used to be fun. When the 29th had to do morning assembly for that 1 week I was really happy to see everyone (well, most. Okay some) gathering, chatting, and fooling around but doing work at the same time. It's nostalgic. But that feeling just had to be ruined.

All the could haves, and the could be-s are what we want the most, and yet regret that it cannot happen. We would've been more bonded, or at least not as segregated as we were in the past, but things just don't go our way. This is not something I myself can do alone. Everyone, and I really mean everyone, has to put in the effort. But I guess the bond was not even there in the first place.

Is it our fault? I really dont think so. 上梁不正下梁歪. Shall not say further.

Anyways, I would really love if the council was more bonded. I want to feel that sense of belonging I used to feel. But it's hard to get that feeling already, yea?

Nonetheless, I never regret joining council. Even after everything has happened, I did not regret a single bit. My secondary school life was boring and meaningless. I wouldnt want my JC life to be too.

Oh wells. 31 days to end. After that, I wonder if the council will gather again. If there is a gathering, I will be there.